If I wasn't so busy here....

I would surely move to Key West! I am looking at two pics above and if they turn out it will be Anne and I at the "Raw Bar" note license plates in back and a pic Anne took from the sunset sail we took on our first day in KW. "Weather great, people friendly--and from all over the world--and lots of things--or nothing--to do!


Time surely does fly when you are having fun! That reminds me of all the "fun" I had yesterday in good old Columbus, Ohio. First of all up at 5 am leave at 6 and arrive at "the James Monolith" about 7:45 for an 8:15 appt. I guess I just can't believe one can make it there in less than 2 hours! Then the fun begins. Check in ground floor, up to 10th floor check in, sit, get blood drawn, sit, get weighed, sit. At 8:45, "Mr Chandler we have a room for you", sit some more.

Nurse comes in to get preliminary info. Except for lunch, this is probably the highlight of my day! She is very sweet and supportive and in the course of the conversation it turns out she loves KW! Just what I needed, it helped me get through the day. Then more sit, read, drink water, eat an orange until resident Dr comes in. Different guy, nice enough, he tells me I look a lot better than he expected from reading my records!! I took that as a compliment, but was it really? Then the real sit commences. At 11:00 the resident and the Dr come in.

A good session, my CT scan hasn't changed--if it had for the better, it would have been a great session. The Dr thought that was good and after answering questions, sent me to check in for next appointment and then up to floor 11 to--you guessed it--check in for chemo. Only an hour's wait there and the chemo will only be an hour (avastin only). So, for chemo I get my own room, unlike sitting in a large room with about 30 others. This room has a bed, chairs, TV, a great view, and a nice lady asking me what I wanted to eat?!!

As I said earlier, lunch might have been the highlight of my day. Not! Out of several choices, I picked the "all-American sub" thinking it would be lettuce, tomato, cheese, turkey, or similar.
It was a microwaved white bread roll with cheese and lots of sandwich meat. I guess most Americans eat differently than I do. Eventually, I found a menu and the choices are quite interesting: pop, ice cream, roast beef, something called "healthy choice" dinners and so forth. I just can't believe that what one eats doesn't have some effect on the cancer. Then chemo and outathere.

So, what do I know? I know that I have traded a very negative Dr for one who is more positive.
I also have traded on-time appointments for long, long waits. But, there is a large medical staff all of whom are supportive and very friendly. I think it worth it at this point.

So, in conclusion, please contact me if you want to take a trip anywhere (almost) as I am interested in seeing places and doing things--not having things.

Oh yes, and please don't blame me if the pics at the start don't work out again....

Is 65 too old?

...to try to write a blog? or even too old to use a computer?

If you only go to my last attempt at a blog entry from Key West, the answer might be a resounding YES. This guy doesn't know what he is doing! But, what the heck, I will continue on anyhow!

I had borrowed a computer from a 16 year old and was sitting in a hammock swing next to a swimming pool. I could hardly see the screen or clearly figure out what to do when the "call to sunset" went out. At that time, I thought I had placed my brief start at a Key West entry in the "draft" category. Well, you know the rest. Ooops, this morning I discovered it was posted--as a short confusing entry.

We returned to Charleston, WVa and then home very early in the am hours after another successful and enjoyable Key West trip. It was fun to go and return from the smaller Charleston airport--a bit closer and slightly less expensive as well.

Key West is--well--Key West. It is so different from so many places. I love the weather, the small town where you can walk or bicycle most anywhere, and most of all, I like the people and places--they are so unique! The sunsets, the ocean, the old buildings, the people from the dirty homeless to the "filthy rich"! It is all so interesting.

I am glad to be back "up north" where I can think about going skiing. Whoops again! It is 72 degrees and sunny here and skiing in WVa or Maryland probably won't be good for a few days. But, I will be going soon. Tomorrow we will do Christmas in Athens and then Monday I have a full day in Columbus with doctors and some tests. Basically, I am feeling pretty good, and doing everything as usual, although I do still have a constant slight pain in my right chest (lung, I guess).

I won't bore you with photos. Our camera stayed in Key West with our friends Bruce and Susan since they forgot theirs! Maybe next time when it returns to Athens with them I can try the photo thing again!

I would like to thank All for the good wishes in all forms that people have sent to me. I hope everyone had a great Holiday and will have a happy and prosperous 2009.

cheeseburger.....

.....in Paradise? you betcha!
No great surprise, but we are having a great time here!

So, you ask, what do you do there? Well...I think the answer is, not much! And that is probably the good part.

We took a sunset cruise on an old sailboat--beautiful.
Ooop

Is this guy French or what?

......I think just "or what". But at least I am continuing the Holiday Season image!

So, I've had a fun week--going to Columbus on both Monday and Wednesday. What could be more fun than that? Maybe going on Tuesday and Thursday as well?

On Monday Anne and I went armed with cards to write, books, newspapers, apples and oranges(in case the waiting time went thru the dinner hour). Sure enough, the waiting time was long--but we were ready and it didn't seem too bad.
"The James" is one hell of a big place and you do get to visit with lots of people! One funny main check-in lady, another check in person at the 10th floor, the nurse to take me in for my vitals (which were not nearly as high as with Dr Doom). Then back out to wait for a room, then ushered into a room and brought a bottle of water (next time I'll check for a beer), then the Resident Doctor comes in for a long time with lots of questions (a nice guy) who returned a long time later with Dr Otterson who is obviously a "grizzled slightly over-weight veteran" of the doctor patient wars.

His first question is something like: "why switch to me after such a long time with the other doctor"? We indicated that we had received nothing but "gloom and doom" from the other doctor. Dr O quickly went over the fact that I have an incurable disease and he could not change that. We gottcha doc, but still would like some encouragement. Or, as Anne put it, a cheerleader or a coach. He ventured that he had never been called a "cheerleader" before!

We talked further and I became his patient. I then waited for a nurse to take us to yet another very pleasant really over-weight woman to sign me up immediately for CT scan and then another appt with Dr O and some treatment that same appt day. Dr O said 6 of what I have had is enough since my feet were losing all feeling. Seems like a good guy, I liked him.

Wednesday back alone for the CT scan armed with lots of things to read and the apple and orange. Into another large building--that OSU is one big place--where the pleasant surprise was that they took me 45 minutes ahead of time and I was on my way home by 1 pm. ...clutching my bag with the unread book, apple, and orange. Is it too cynical to say that "the James" is only one and 1/2 hours from Athens?

The size is intimidating, the wait can be very long, but I think the James will be good for me. I need to continue working on understanding my condition and anything I can do to help change it for the better. Even the woman at Dr Doom's office said that I should be at the James when I told her I was leaving!

Now, in the interest of mental health, I must report on the trip that we have to take to Key West. We are leaving Sunday and returning the following Saturday. When in Key West, one always is exposed--sometimes literally--to new vistas and horizons--the daily sunset is beautiful. I will miss much of the Christmas season in Athens (at least a little) and the opportunity to go skiing. But sometimes one has to sacrifice!

More Holiday Cheer to All!

Ah, the Holiday Season is upon us......

On the far left you can see Anne and I with Roxy, "the Christmas Dog". You remember her, instead of coming down the chimney, she is the one who digs a hole in the backyard and then comes in through the basement with all kinds of bony presents.


This is definitely "that time of year" as you can see on the above right. That's Evelyn and I doing what every child loves to do. Namely, putting "Sugarplum Barbie" and "Tinkerbell" in the coal car of an electric train and running them numerous times around the Christmas tree! I can't quite remember how often I did this as young boy, but I am sure I must have.....I wonder what my mom ever did with all my Barbies? (!!!)

This has been a busy time for all I am sure. It seems as if there are parties everywhere and us shy lads sure do love a party! Unfortunately, I can only make it to some of them and this week and then not for long. Chemo on Monday (number 6) has hit me harder than any of the others--I guess that is what they mean by "cumlative" when they talk about this chemo #%*+#&! I am definitely not doing as well as in the past.

Anne and I are off to the James Cancer Center in Columbus tomorrow and I am most hopeful to see what they have to say. I am certainly ready to keep up the fight in any way that I can. Including more skiing and more trips! However, I might have to work on my "disquise" as Wil Chandler since the TSA guy at the gate in Atlantic City said I don't look like my picture!

Enough for now, I will report in very soon---in fact, it might be so soon again that some of you will need my nausea medicine if you read too much of this crap.

wil

go to Atlantic City and grow instant hair!

I did want to include some pics in my last blog---but couldn't figure it out, so one quick try!

...and while on a roll, let me show most of us basking in the sun "on the boardwalk by the beach"!

I tell you, it sure is great to get over to the tropical seashore for a break. But, I would also tell you that this blogsite is just as difficult to add pics to as ever could be. Because of that, I need to re-write the blog I meant to write and sent it next!

"Under the Boardwalk......

down by the sea" You all remember that by The Drifters don't you?

So, last week I went on my first "junket" and had a great time. Here is the story. On Tuesday evening I was minding my own business (you do believe that don't you?) and my friend and neighbor asked me if I wanted to go to Atlantic City for a two day free trip including Airplane and Hotel! Well, not being much of a gambler I was non-committal. He called me the next morning (twice!) and said there was still room to go.

I decided that this is definitely the time in my life to do things I enjoy--and some thing I hadn't even thought of. On Thursday at 11 am I found myself on the way to the Columbus airport for the chartered flight directly to Atlantic City. Our little group had 5 fun-loving people and we stayed at Harrah's, quite a nice place. They had a huge pool with bamboo growing around the 6 hot tubs and a bar nearby. Nice for the two of us who weren't gambling.

We had great food for great prices and spent some quality time walking on the Boardwalk and visiting the Pier. Saturday at 1 pm it was on the bus and back to the Airport and Columbus. Even with the snowy roads we were back in Athens in time to catch the end of a party designed to "save a Christmas baa humbug person". I do enjoy parties and NO, that person was not me!

Truly an enjoyable--and fast moving--couple of days. I am ready to go on lots of trips--hopefully some will be skiing. Anne and I already booked for Key West at Christmas time.

Yesterday was a chemo day (did I mention this would be a long blog?) and one of my former partners and my yoga teacher took me up there and witnessed my doctors M.O. I have been pretty lucky to have good friends, at other times my doctor's wife and my insurance man have taken me to appts. I haven't asked the garbage man yet. I did not feel it necessary (or was I "chicken") to tell my doctor I am leaving. Anyhow, I have an appointment with the OSU James Cancer clinic next Monday and then I can call and cancel this doctor--or maybe write an explanatory letter.

Today the party season continues with the Athens Realty party and we are expecting about 200 people. Fortunately the great staff of Athens Realty is putting that together while I rest. Then it is time to rest up for the holidays and Key West!

I am so glad that I have heard from many of you by email
or on the blog messages. I clearly understand that this blog is not "user-friendly"
as you may know from my picture problems, but for me it is a great vehicle to vent.

Here's hoping we all have a great holiday season.

wil

When I was in the Army.....

....the worst base in the world was the one where I was stationed and the best base was the one where I had just left! I still think the "base" where I am now is not as good as the last one(!), but I am enjoying it as much as I can!

Life is always funny (and not usually "ha! ha!" funny). For the past several months I have been feeling hurt, angry and that I was on my way toward the "end." My right side hurt a lot (still does some) and the chemo gives me headaches, tired feelings, dry skin and no feelings in my feet much of the time.

Somehow the just-passed Thanksgiving period has changed me for the better. This time and this "base" is going to be the good one. It was lots of fun traveling to Maryland and being with Anne's family for the holiday. Last Friday I was able to go skiing and I can still do it! Also, we built an 8 foot snowman--see our "family" portrait above. It was wonderful! I have been going to yoga and while I am not good at it, I enjoy it very much and I will get better and healthier. Tomorrow I am traveling again for two days and I will talk about all the fun(?) I've had in the next blog since I really don't know what to expect! An adventure to be sure!

I am going to change doctors and be with the OSU cancer hospital. My last chemo in this series is Monday and then the following Monday I am changing to OSU. While nothing works perfectly, I know this will be a change for the better.

Anybody within range of Athens should know that our annual Athens Realty party is next Tuesday at the Ridges Auditoriun from 5-8. ya'all come now.

wil

ps the other photo above is Evelyn at Artifacts Gallery--the monster store as she calls it!

Time sure flies when you're having fun!

Of course that is another of "Honest Hollis's" familiar quotes. Until my father went broke during the Eisenhower "economic readjustment period", he had an appliance store and I always remember one of his ads touted "Honest Hollis trading wild"!

But let's talk about having fun. On the left you see Sherry our favorite "waitron" at the CASA sharing some fun with Lili, Evelyn, and me. This was at "breakfast on Sunday at the CASA" which has become a favorite thing for me. Anne, Lili, Evelyn and I are usually joined by John and Mary, but many times other visitors come along. Just a good time with the grandaughter and many times other patrons at the restuarant. It has come to my slow moving mind that it is most important to continue enjoying the things that one has always enjoyed whenever possible.

As anybody (both of you?) who reads this blog must know, I have been looking into lots of activities and interests since my unfortunate collision with cancer. I have had lots of great suggestions and I hope to get lots more. I have tried to love movies, meditate, surf the Internet, and lots of other things. I have not found anything that I completely dislike, but that is not today's point. The point is that while I am looking into all things that will help me cope with or cure cancer, I must not forget the things I already know that I love and enjoy.

Things like travel or at least dreaming about it and having beers or coffee with friends, although I am now drinking more tea than anything! Things like skiing--I hope to be well enough to go within the week. Playing with Evelyn--I need to do more of that--and other things that I know I love. Not to worry about new things, but to incorporate them when they fit in.

That said, I do know that working to fight this cancer is job one, but "gosh darn it" (don't you miss her speeches?) I need to keep the fun index high while doing that. I do want to thank all of you who have commiserated with me on the doctor thing. I am going back for my 6th chemo on Dec 8th and then I have an appointment with another doctor on Dec 15th and I plan on switching at that time.

Almost Turkey Day, lets all give thanks for what we have and try to have as much fun as possible--even with the "strange relatives" you may be dining with! I will be even more thankful when I can figure out how to add more than one picture at a time on this silly blogspot.
I giving thanks to all who read this--and I guess those who don't as well!

A clean car....

...runs better! Another one of my father's oft said sayings. I think it works, too and I vow to try it again someday. But today is really going to be about "Dr Downer". We'll do cars, trains, etc another time.

So, today three weeks was up and it was another chemo day. This was my 5th and I have one more in this series. You know the drill: first draw blood, then weigh in and talk to Doctor, then 4 hours of chemo (it always seems to take 4 hours no matter what they say). Anne took me up and brought a delicious lunch from Panera one of my favorite places. Of course I got to sleep several times for a couple of the hours (I wonder what Anne did during all that time in boring Columbus Ohio??)

With lots of confusion and consternation, I'm going to lay out my thought on my doctor. I have had several hours to think about whether I should write this or not. I have decided that throwing out our (Anne and I) thoughts on this doctor will be much better for me than "keeping it inside". Besides, I am sure he is not one of the three people reading these silly meanderings that I call writing.

Positive: He told me it was good that I hadn't lost any weight. Okay, that's the end of the positive reinforcements!

Negatives: Once again, he told me I could and should eat anything, just eat! That cannot be correct! There is so much information out there about diet and cancer.

He does not believe in any supplements except a multivitamin. While I am certainly not a "granola head", I wonder if he has heard the word "holistic"

I have lots of trouble with his complete lack of any sense of humor. I should have interviewed and looked for someone with "just a little levity in his heart"!

This chap seems very smart, but quite unwilling to answer questions he apparently doesn't like. In fact, we thought him downright "defensive" in his answers and demeanor today.

I asked if he dealt with lots of people in my condition and I wanted some feedback on how it went with them. He was not forthcoming with any info. The real downer for me came when I mentioned that I had seen statistics showing that only 15% of people with lung cancer live for two years. His response, "where did you get that? That figure is too optimistic!" What, says Wil, "too optimistic?" yes, says the doc. End of conversation!

So, if he believes (knows in his head) that my figures are erroneous I don't want him to lie to me. BUT, this is my life and I want him to give me some encouragement so I have the will (wil) to go on and work hard at health no matter what the outcome!

Maybe this is the way of the oncologist, but it seems to me that I really need to work hard at finding a new doctor--just to add a new dimension to my life when I don't need it. I don't want to become a vegan or have a vegan for a doctor, but I do want someone who believes in what I see as the "big 3". Namely that one's health should depend upon a combination of: 1)diet, 2)positive mental and spiritual attitude, and 3)modern medicine.

Oh boy, I just reread the above and talk about a "downer", I is one! But, you know we all have this kind of day where things don't go so well. I think these days are meant to wake one up and get off their butt in order to make some changes.

I am always looking forward to hearing from any of you--comments here or at I promise to get some funny stuff or at least an attempt at it into my next blog. As we bloggers always say (although I only know one other blogger--Patty, but I sure she would say it too), "blog on through the rain, blog on through the night, and you'll never blog alone again."

love to all, wil

Wil, the plumber.

OK, OK, I am making great progress in organizing myself into something big. I have seen this guy Joe on television with his 15 minutes of fame and now I need to organize in order to get mine! I just need to figure out where and what!

Joe is going to pick between running for something and/or becoming a paid "pundit". I figure since I am now bald, opinionated, and have done lots of plumbing without a license that I am at least equal to Joe. In fact, I received a notice about a month ago that I owed some more state of Ohio taxes--just like Joe. The difference here might be that I paid up the taxes. So, hang on there because as soon as I really get organized you may hear more about me than even "Joe".

I am certainly feeling well enough to go on the "trail". I just don't know which trail. Roxie--the dog that even Cesar Milan couldn't train any better--and I have been doing the "2 steps". Can't explain entirely, but it involves going up the hill to the Fort St steps and then coming down the Grosvenor St steps. Good for an old carcinagenic but I want to do even better.

This is my good week in terms of feeling the best after the chemo so I am going to be out and about doin lots of things until chemo next Monday. This past weekend I went to some social/fund raising events and introduced myself to people who used to know me! You know, at first the "non-recognition" thing bothered me, but I am really getting quite comfortable with it. After all, when I look in the mirror it doesn't look like me, so why should other people know the hairless Wil?

Today is cool, but sunny and I need to get out in the sun and dream about traveling to other places in the near future. At this point I don't feel I need to deal with the far future even though I plan on gettin' there. Thanks for listening.

wil

Bloggers Block

I heard that we had an election. Did Goldwater win? That reminds me: When I was in the Army in Eritera and my first vote was coming up I wrote my dad to ask what to do.
He send a letter back (no email then) saying to vote for LBJ because Goldwater was going to "expand the war in Viet Nam"! Oh well. It just occured to me that maybe my dad had the same goofy sense of humor that I have........

On to the boring health report. I have recovered from the rough time last week and am really feeling pretty good. It doesn't hurt that we have had several 70 degree, sunny Indian summer days this week. Next week should be even better for me.

The ongoing experience that I am having as a "retired" sort seems to be my lack of an ability to organize and focus in order to get things done and stay on track. Of course it doesn't help much that in this automated age one can spend a hell of a lot of time either on the phone or trying to negotiate some "helpful" website!

Yesterday, I dealt with the VA and Verizon. All day the VA recording said they were too busy and hung up! Late in the day after several directions and button pushing I did get through and the person was very helpful. Now Verizon was different. At this time we don't have a home phone and are considering dropping it. But in order to figure it out, I had some questions. When finally I got through, the "snippy" woman did answer them and told me that my wife would have to call since the phone is in her name! Never did get through to the Columbus Dispatch paper!

So as anyone can see, I am having a "bloggers block" which is exacerbated (isn't that a great word?) by my inability to get anything done. I will be "a bloggin" again soon when I have something to say!! In the meantime, I am off to get organized!?!

...back soon

X rated blog

Can you say sphincter muscle? I am in some pain, but doing much better today. About Thursday evening I noticed that I was a bit constipated. Friday was not so good and Friday night was terrible (don't worry, no real X rated details will be given here). On Saturday morning early I quit dreaming--it was a nightmare anyhow--and got some medical advice.

So, Saturday was better, but not a good day. Sunday is much better, but let's just say that something in my recent past makes walking and sitting quite difficult. All this stuff has made me forget about the chemo effects although the recent condition was probably caused by the chemo. I think tomorrow will be a much better day and except for some joint pain, the chemo effects will be "pretty much gone".

This was Halloween weekend in Athens and the weather was beautiful. There were lots of young people in many costumes going by our house on the 4 block walk to the "uptown" party area. I am told that the uptown party was as crowded and weird as it always is. I guess this year had lots of Sarah Palins and "Jokers". I wish I could have been out partying! Two different friends brought by some hair--upper lip and head--for my costume. I would have made a great Wil Chandler! They were so sweet to help out and I feel so bad I couldn't participate in any way this weekend! Maybe I will pretend to be him another time as I go through life.

Today being sunny and 70 was a great day to spend a bunch of time on the front lawn playing with Evelyn and talking with relatives and neighbors. Certainly helped my healing process. I even made it to my two Sunday religious experiences today--more on them in another blog.


Speaking of nice people, it is so good of so many of you to comment on this blog and keep in touch with me. In case you don't want to comment here, you can always email at chandler@athens-realty.com

I feel back to the land of the living, love to all.

wil

Many people came.....

....and many people left. But there I still sat!

Today was a chemo day and it may be because I am too ornery, but I always seem to sit there long after everyone else has come and gone. Not that it is painful, you just sit in this cubicle in a comfortable chair in a big room and these nice women come and drip "killer stuff" into your veins for 4 and 1/2 hours. First thing is benedril (sp) and I like that best since it lets your doze off for an hour or so.

But, I am ahead of my story here. I have been sick all weekend with a bad cold. You know, headache, drippy nose, etc. We were very concerned about driving to Columbus and finding out, "no treatment for you boy, you're too sick"! Then having to take some exotic medicine for days and delaying the scheduled treatments.

We went the appointment anyhow and saw the Doctor first. Believe it or not, he wasn't too bad--even cracked a smile or two--and told me my numbers are good! Even the CTscan showed improvement. We then brought up the cold and drippy nose and waited for the answer with "baited breath" (I always wanted to get that phrase in my writing.). And the doctor said,
"go to the drupstore and get some Sudafed!!

Anne went out and got some and it really works! Of course, we have the generic brand. Tonight I can tell that things are happening inside, but so far I feel pretty good and the nice long nap has me up late a writin away.

Surprise, this week is Halloween in Athens (maybe somewhere else too?) and I know what costume I want to wear and who I want to be!! So, if anybody out there knows where I can get a hairy gray wig and a large gray mustache, please let me know! At luck would have it, I already have the clothes.

I must close by saying that Evelyn, my 3 year old princess, was by this evening and she is so adorable and brilliant. Look out for when I decide to learn how to send pictures!

over and out, wil

Pardon me.....

...do I know you?

That has happened to me several times lately. I certainly don't blame people, cause I also think I look really different these days. I just don't know quite how to react when this happens! God bless all those people who tell me I look better bald or that the bare lip makes me look younger! I need to work on believing them after all the years with a mustache and a lifetime with hair.

Oh well, on to important things. I have a CT scan tomorrow so no food after midnight. Just to be stubborn I am trying to stay up until midnight and eat something! Although since it is now only 10:40, I may not make it! Always a little scary to have some kind of test or reading as it might be bad news. But this will be good news!

My "program" of change (you know, meditation, diet, etc) isn't going all that well.
I am taking some good herbals, but big changes come with difficulty and lots of work.
I am on the case and going to make progress! ...but if it must be slow, so be it.

I am taking lots of walks and talking to lots of people--I guess that is one of the things I do do. A cancer survivor friend came by today and brought me homemade custard! Delicious. Thank you Judy. I talked to a high school friend from Wisconsin--I need to spend a few days there to catch up! I raked the leaves and for tonights "coup de gras" I gave the dog a bath! Pretty thrilling day, huh?

enough for now, the condemned man went to the kitchen and ate some custard.

Naked....

Well, the mustache became too scraggly and thin so I shaved it also. I must admit that I am feeling quite naked for the first time. Shaving the head hair alone wasn't too bad, but now that the "soup strainer" is gone too I feel quite a different "look". I must admit that it bothers me.

Certainly one should not define their identity by their head or facial hair and at some rational level I am in complete agreement with that idea. However, sometimes in this life business the "irrational" creeps in. I definately feel somewhat naked!

Josh and I had a good trip. Straight up to Sleeping Bear Dunes in Northwestern Michigan, then on to the UP, Lake Superior, Green Bay, Appleton, Oshkosh, Plymouth and then finishing up seeing old army friends (from over 40 years ago!) near West Lafayette Indiana. Two things stood out for me: One, how plain (maybe ugly) the campus at U of W Oshkosh where I did my undergraduate work was, and two, the simple fact that we tried to do too much in 5 days! Oh well, there will be other trips with lots better planning! Those of us who live in Athens should be grateful for a pretty little town with a beautiful campus.

Chemo days are pretty well over for now (until Mon 27) so I have a week of feeling good--almost normal whatever that is... Time to take long walks, rustle the leaves with my feet just like that little boy in far away Plymouth, Wisconsin used to do. Also to rake the leaves, clean the garage a bit, maybe even sweep up some of the "stinko ginko" seeds from our tree, anything to be outside in the gorgeous fall weather. Also to plan trips and dream of going other places.

Sometimes when I look at the "new Wil" in the mirror, I wonder who the hell that old man is! But this soon passes with the help of all the support people have sent my way. This is certainly a transformative (is that a word?) time and one which I will pass through and come out the other side a different, stronger, more knowledgeable, and certainly more understanding person.

Please remember to get outside and have some fun today!

wil

on the road again....

Wednesday evening--the big debate night!!! I will be so glad when the election is over!

Anyhow I am writing this from Empire Michigan where my son Josh has driven me. Travel is always good, it allows me to see old friends, see new places, forget about my troubles and open up to seein' new things. (since I am gettin closer to Alaska, I think it might be time to drop some "g"s. You betcha.)

Tomorrow the U.P. and then on to Wisconsin. ...and so?

Already I love listening to these people speak. The accent is so quaint. I know it will be even more pronounced when we reach the U.P. Really brings me back to my Wisconsin roots.

Chemo day has been over a week gone now and I am starting to feel better each day. Still too tired to "run" up the sand dunes, but we did go up to the bluffs and also to Lake Michigan. Really great and the air is so fresh--and cold! ...by the way, I am learnin to drink green tea and like it (well, like it a little bit).

...more to come on travels with wil.

The older I get...

...the better I was.

You can really see that in the fact that I once again pushed the wrong buttons. I tend to do that with lots of people in lots of situations!

Well kids, what time is it? It's chemo time! Had an "infusion" on Tuesday. Why the heck is it an infusion? Anyhow, I am not liking the after-infusion but I am getting used to it. I had big chills the first night, some slight continuing nausea, and now it is settling into the joints making sleep and walking difficult. But lots of people have this and other things much harder, the good news is that I am up and around and will continue to go places and have fun.

That reminds me, some of you have indicated that commenting on this blog is difficult and I would like to give my email again in case someone wants to send a more direct comment, report, question, or complaint. But blog comments are always welcome!

chandler@athens-realty.com

Back to the medical report. My xray is unchanged (good), blood work ok (good), and, although cranky, I seem to be tolerating the chemo ok (good, I guess). So, in three weeks I get to infuse once again and then 2 more after that. I am told that 6 is all people can tolerate.

I am getting exercise--less with creaky joints, reading some good books about cancer and personal attitudes, watching some movies, and best of all for me getting about with a fun social life that I think we all need. I have not been able to work in some of the other things I need and eventually want to do, but I refuse to "beat myself up over what I haven't done".

A little bit about the oncologist and treatment. Anne and I both feel like this chap knows his stuff quite well and answers questions. However, as the literature indicates, these guys are trained in medicine only and not comfortable dealing with good interpersonal relationships or alternative healing ways (like diet!) I want to comment more at length on these ideas, but as you all know in order for me to keep it readable, I want to be brief.

so, until next time, I will go on remembering how good I was--some of it may even be true!

Three moves....

...are as good as a fire! Another of my Dad's favorite sayings although it may be out of date today. In the old days if you moved 3 times you eliminated enough stuff as if you had had a fire. (By the way, you must be at least 50 years old to talk about "the old days")

Today people seem to move boxes from place to place--and sometimes even back again without unpacking. In the real estate business we many times see people moving boxes that they did not unpack from their last move!

Anyhow, I am "moving" on some of the stuff I have been talking about. Thanks to great friends who have not only lent support, but made suggestions, brought over movies, some meditation CDs and cassettes (yes, I still have a cassette player), offered hats, and books about surviving cancer. After all, "surviving cancer" is all about what I am up to here! ...and it shall be done.

Also, I am trying mightily to overcome my movie aversion. This weekend I have seen "Burn after reading" and "Galaxy Quest", I'd recommend them both. If I can get into movies, I can certainly work on changing my diet in order to pile on the cancer inhibitors and eliminate the bad boys like high fructose sugar. (See I did remember to get that into the blog.)
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Walking! I love to walk and one suggested cancer inhibitor is to take 3-5 relaxing walks a week depending upon the length and time of the walk. This one I can do easily and I am going to build it up to where I feel good enough to go skiing when winter sets in.

Gotta go now and prepare questions for this Tuesday's oncologist and chemo appointment.

love ya all.

p.s. since I have spent my life in small towns and drank many six-packs, I am very politically astute and know all the answers about politics. So, please watch for me to slip out some "g"s at the end of words and also give you the "right" answers to all your political questions.

Hi fructose corn syrup

Alrighty then,

I am feeling about as good as I can and enjoying the times in spite of things like letters from the state of Ohio saying I owe another $500 for 2006! A small price (if I do pay it) to pay for all the wonderful cards and letters I have received.

It is quite chilly today, apparently fall has arrived in Athens, Ohio, just in time for my new campaign! Of course it is not to sort the old pictures, or clean the garage, etc. The new campaign is to figure out who the 15% of lung cancer survivors who live 5 years or more are and how in the heck they did that. Passion for life? Luck of the draw? Meditation? Medical procedures or treatments? Diet? Speak to me, what is the answer!!?

Well, of course I will be bet it is all of the above in some form or another. I need to get working. I definitely have a passion for life and I think a part of this one is working on and/or my individual "passions". You know, like diving off the New River Bridge, running a marathon race, winning the WWF title, building the world's smallest model of Chicago, or learning to speak another language. Wait a minute, I could see me working on the language thing! Maybe there are others, too.

Meditation is clearly an answer. I will be working on that one, even though I have little experience. Modern medicine is good and can I am counting on ME learning more about the procedures available. In other words, a more active role in my treatments (I know you have heard that before, but this time I will do it better).

Diet, including herbal solutions, is something that I have got to work on. You know many people have recommendations--many of them contrary to each other--but I am sorting through them and slowly working toward the best dietary principles. But, as you all know, it ain't easy.

Wow! Rereading the above tells me that I am sounding really serious. I am going to send this anyhow. We will save any humor for next time. I hope.

thanks for listening--

a drunken man's words

.....are a sober man's thoughts. My dad had lots of sayings like this and I wish I had written them down. In my current situation, I think it is somewhat the opposite. I only speak words of encouragement, but off times dark thoughts do creep into my head. No. This is not going to be one of those negative blogs, but sometimes it is good for me to put in writing just what is going on in my hairless noggin.

As predicted, last week we went to Columbus for a second opinion and damned if it isn't just as confusing (with more verbage) as the first opinion. Lots of nice nurses and even a nice doctor, although he was a "close talker" with bad breath! (Gosh, I hope he doesn't find my blog!) Lots of talk about molecular tests and how non-smokers with lung cancer are different. Two kinds: one is worse than the other--but we don't know which is me! At this point I am going to continue with the third chemo on Oct 7th and then get more info on how to proceed after that.

I have had a great week and weekend. I was able to get out of town earlier and then with Ohio University's homecoming and lots of relatives and friends filling our house, it was lots of fun. I am simply amazed at how many people have been so supportive and loving.

Nowadays with some time on my hands, I have lots of things I want to do. Travel, as mentioned earlier, clean out the crap from the garage so I have a workshop, get my financial stuff in order, sort thru a lifetime of pictures (until recently when Anne has them all computerized), and "hang" with friends. Maybe I'll start talking with words like "hang" to show how "with-it" I am! Although that is probably about as likely as me doing the other things I mentioned above. I seem to be the same old procrastinator that I have always been.

Well, maybe this week I will get organized. It has been two weeks since the last chemo and I do feel pretty good. Just the usual shortness of breath. By the way, I am still working on watching some of the movies that you all have sent and suggested. Since I am not a "movie person", it has been slow going--and some of you have pretty weird tastes! (Please know that this movie watching can only be done at night, it is against the rules to watch movies in the daylight.)

...starting to get boring. That's enough.

wil

times are good, I am sending you all a check

Oops,

I would love to send a check, but all you get is a check "in". sorry.

...by golly, the hair is still gone and I am almost used to it--hair is over-rated.

Although, my head still feels cold and when I am in the sun, the shadow looks unusual.

The chemo thing has been more difficult this time--as the doctor says, "it's cumulative". I am not looking forward to the next time which is the third one and then it is "reassessment time".

For me it seems to work like this, the first day after chemo, I feel pretty good and think I am doing very well. Then it slowly sets in and gets more intense for the next week. Now--8 days later--I am starting to slowly feel better: stomach not as upset, toes not as sore and joints only mildly hurting.

I managed to get out of town this weekend and that feels good. I will be traveling as much as possible from now on. This coming weekend is homecoming at "The" Ohio University and I plan on participating as much as possible.

check in it was and now a check out.

you betcha, wil

...time does heal, but....

....I sure plan to work on my healing process. As some of you noted from my last posting, this round of chemo has been very hard on me (I appreciate all comments either by blog or email). I am feeling better each day and working hard at relaxing (get it?).

I spend several appointments last week at the Social Security office for retirement, disability, and even insurance. You know, I don't think the people there are jerks at all. They are just employed by a "jerky system". My apps are now in the works! While I wasn't perfect, I am proud of my "keeping it together" there.

My hair kept falling out, so I had my head shaved. Two things: One, I don't know who the hell it is in the mirror, but he has a good head and Two, I am surprised at how cold it feels--I am sure I will get used to it. My mustache is not gone yet, but the hairs are certainly leaving!

As luck would have it, I am doing this in a Starbucks and quite proud to have figured out how to do it! Also, as I have discovered in the past hour, they sure play some "shitty music".

...more in a few days. xxxxx wil

"Blogkeeping"

This is not a real blog. Just an apology for the first paragraph last blog, I guess the blank one did not go out anyhow!

Also, I have no idea why the time listed on my blogs is off by about 4 hours!

wil

ready for a long one?

To start off, I must apologize for the last blog being blank!! Apparently if one puts in a title and then pushes "enter" (as I did by mistake) instead of "tab" or setting the cursor, you get a blank blog---I am so sorry!!

What a time I am having now! Monday was Oncologist appt and chemo. For the record, the chemo (this time anyhow) was 3 and 1/2 hours and while long, is not all that bad. I can doze or talk to the nurses or the person who brought me. I can even eat lunch (from Panera which I love) or watch a DVD (which as many of you know, I don't love). If the chemo is helping, I will do it! Of course 2 days later, I am feeling pretty crappy--headache, sore joints, overall pain. But, I can do this and it will help!

So, let's back up to the Oncologist. He seems to be a nice enough guy, not a lot of personality or any sense of humor. The chemo nurses say he is a great guy, very smart and always trying to learn--I am very pleased with that knowledge. Then why am I uncomfortable with the situation. Yes, I do have cancer and that makes anybody uncomfortable, but somehow it is more than that.

I realize that it probably is not a good idea for an Oncologist to get close to any patient since they lose so many. Also, cancer seems to be such an unknown that no doctor is ready to talk to you about real odds or the months (dreaming of years) that you may live. But still, I want more encouragement. I want to be told to get up off my ass and work on my body (and the best ways to do that!). I don't want a doctor who is surprised to hear that I don't spend most of my day lying around feeling sick. I want to know what I can and can not do physically, nutritionally, and mentally.

According to the Internet, less than 15% of lung cancer patients are around in 5 years. (About the same per cent of us that have never smoked and get lung cancer). I believe that is for all lung cancer. I want to know more about the type I have and what has happened to the others who have "been there, done that". I will be getting one more chemo (Oct 7) and then the doctor will decide what comes next (with my consent certainly). What are the next options: if x or y or z?

I would hope that anybody reading the last two paragraphs would be saying something like, "what a dumb shit you are Wil, you should have asked those questions at the appt." Exactly. Now why didn't I ask more questions and write down the answers? Why have I not been more involved in my cancer story? I wish I knew, but that is going to change. I am going to be far more proactive in my story in lots of ways in order to feel better about myself and to change the outcome!!

Anne and I watched a movie tonight--which I always need to be coaxed into doing. It was called, "Crazy, Sexy, Cancer". I did enjoy it because it gave me lots to think about (isn't that what makes a movie good?) like all the questions I did not ask. The ending is good, but the many ideas brought up are the best part. Like diet, mental attitude, physical work, etc. I don't believe that I will be going on a macrobionic diet soon, but there are so many things and ideas that I have not yet explored.

I definitely know two things tonight: One, I need to renew my thinking and put this battle into a higher gear; and, two, tonight's thinking and this blog have gone on long enough--I can tell because my butt starts to sweat!

thanks for listening.

Chemo, schemo

My good friend Lynn took me to Columbus today for chemo and I feel fine tonight. I will be reporting on my condition tomorrow when this stuff kicks in. I have lots of thoughts on today's medical process.

But first the "Birthday Report". Our little Princess, Evelyn Hollis Alfano turned 3 years old on Sunday. Two parties: First off to Larry's Dog House for a sit-down dinner (well, we sat and Evelyn sat for much of it). Health food for all!! Then over to Lili's house for the cake and more presents. Evelyn looks so much like Lili, it is uncanny and even more wonderful Evelyn didn't get mad and stick her head in the cake!

A great time was had by all!

Having a granddaughter is so wonderful! I have enjoyed my time Evie--biking, going to the library, putting in the swing set and then swinging her Auntie Lauren style, and so on. Of course she is brilliant and I want to be the grandfather that I would love to have had for myself and for my children. Luckily Evie has lots of grandparents who love her and spending time with her.

I have tried and tried to dredge up my first memories and after 60 years or so they are pretty fuzzy, but I really can't clearly remember anything from my third year. Although I have vague recollections of our large house on Reed Street and standing on the "running board" of our l941 Mercury as dad (Hollis) drove it up the drive from work. But the point here is age! Unfortunately, I have cancer (boy, that is hard to say) and odds are good (bad!) that I won't live to a "ripe old age." All this means that I must overcome these stupid odds and at least live some years longer so that Evie and I can enjoy each other and she will remember me and those times!

Did you know that a good meeting should last about an hour, a speech no more than 20 minutes, a good play about an hour and a half with a 10 minute intermission, and a good movie about an hour and a half also?? A good blog post should probably be shorter than this one!!!

More on Chemo, schemo soon.

wil

...the rookie blogger.

Wow, I just read my friend Patty's blog and I can see what a beginner I am. She's got pictures and everything. I laugh even harder at the comment that I should become a professional blogger (hell, I'm not even sure how to spell it!). Just what is a professional blogger? Do they get paid?

Until I read Patty's blog I had never read a blog. Seems like a very self-serving thing to do (see my earlier comment about "by me, for me, about me") but it really does give one an opportunity to see how another person's world is coming along. I am beginning to think this using computers might just catch on in the world.

Nice weekend so far, not much change in my condition although I am worried that my breath is becoming shorter. But I am still basking in the glow of the sweet things the CASA did for me on Wednesday and all the wonderful people who showed up. That means breakfast there tomorrow for sure! I love this town.

On the down side, I never have slept well thru the nite and waking up now in the quiet of the nite with nothing going on has made me feel bad at times. Thank goodness for my dog, Roxie. We many times just go outside and watch the night world go by. However, I do have a Dr. appt and chemo on Monday and maybe I will get some good news. Luckily, I also have heard from many friends and relatives from afar(I'm not certain where "afar" is either) who are coming to visit me. That is wonderful and I really look forward to it. In fact, I also plan on doing as much traveling as I can whenever I can!

life is good, let's all make the most of our days!

....what a party it was!

Prior to the start of the 5 pm party at the CASA (local worker owned resturant), a friend asked me if I was nervous about what was to happen at the party. I ventured that I was nervous because I had nothing to do with setting it up and I also didn't know what it was all about. So, at 5 pm Anne and I walked into the CASA and found out that I was the first honoree as an "Eater Owner" at the CASA. They laid out a food spread and had a bar tab for me and everything. Too bad with the chemo I really don't feel like drinking much--but we had a few. It was wonderful, I even received a plaque.


This illness seems to have left me very sensitive to hearing about good things happening--sometimes even if they don't happen to me. Surprisingly enough, I did not "well up" with tears I just had a very good time. I was deeply honored by the award and by my many friends who showed up to party. Many thanks to all and especially the CASAites!!

Now I am looking forward to my second chemo treatment on Monday. Sounds funny to say that, but it has been almost 3 weeks with no treatments or medicine, etc. Even though the chemo makes me kinda sick, I feel like we are trying something that just might work. I hope to try everything that I can in order to improve my condition/position. By the way, my condition is about the same. I have a tightness in my right chest and I quickly become short of breath. But I can still walk uptown to go out to eat, etc. A distance of about 1/3 mile.

One problem is connected to any illness of this sort and that is feeling this pain or that in various places and "now I have something else". That is quite possible, but mostly a hypocondriac condition I am happy to say.

Hair is still falling out--although not in chunks yet. I am damn tempted to shave my head, although I probably won't. I had lots of good suggestions for head, head, and hats last night, so something will come of the missing hair soon.

I guess I will close and try once again to get organized! Now that I am not really working, I have so many things that I want/need to get done. I remember some years ago asking a friend why he feared retirement. I just couldn't understand it. His answer was, "because my work defines my day". Wow, I surely can see that now. Many days I just putter about thinking of all that I didn't get done.

I must close now and do something useful and rewarding. Maybe I will clean the hair out of my keyboard.

wil

What the heck is this stuff?

So, I get up from the kitchen table and take the dishes to the sink. When I go back to the table I notice a foreign substance there. My first thought is "how did the dog hair get onto the table". Then I noticed it was gray and long and after scratching my head (get it?), I came up with the answer. It ain't dog hair, it's wil hair! After some experimentation, it becomes clear that it will all fall out, even my mustache.

A whole new image awaits me, but this is quite a battle that I am in and if this is what chemo does, I can do it. It will certainly be a "new look". Maybe a hairless, hatless look is best. You know, let it all hang out. Or perhaps one of those hats that I always see boarders wearing on the ski slopes with all the colorful things bobbing around on it. We recently watched the John Adams bio and maybe I should get one of those cool wigs like they had. ...or pink, or maybe brown. I have been with gray hair and mustache for so many years, a return to my brown haired youth might work! I think maybe a tobaggan (in Wisconsin we called them beanies) hat would do although they are kinda hot. A ball cap is probably best although I wouldn't know how to wear the visor--back, forward or sideways. Maybe I will consult with my stepson Michael as he always has cool hats to wear!

It is amazing to me how much more one could write in a blog, but I will write again soon. Besides, this is my second try on this posting as I hit the wrong button and it the first one disappeared. I am hoping that this is not the second time I am putting this out there.

Stay well and keep sending me your good thoughts, I really appreciate it.

wil

damn Hurricanes

These are really tough times! Especially if you turn on the TV (I know, when am I going to give up on TV!) or the radio. Republican McCain and some woman and the Democrat is some Irishman, I guess. All you hear about is politics, politics. politics. Now I can't even turn on the weather channel without seeing "hurricane central" again and again! My illness has not caused nausea (yet), but this stuff over and over again makes me want to "hurl" big time.

Oh well, I have other unimportant things to talk about. Those of you who live in the Athens area may have see me out and about--it was me and, happily that means I am not dead yet. So today Anne and I went to the Farmers Market. I used to love it, great local products and a wonderful social event. All the old hippies and even the newvo hippies crawl out of the hills around here and yak, yak, with each other.

But today was different as I see people I haven't seen for a while and they all say something like, "how are you doing?". Therein lies my dilemma. Lots of options. Do I say "fine" and go on. Do I nod my head and not answer. Do I say I have cancer and try to explain about it? I tried saying that I have health problems and then they want to know what is the problem. How about handing out this blog address and moving on? Pretty impersonal.

Seems weird, but this is really a problem for me. I think I will work on developing a set answer. Maybe, "I'm moving on" or "getting by" or perhaps "yes, how are you?"

Oh well, under the circumstances, things are going pretty well. This week I will continue the battle and restart another battle with the Social Security Administration.

Amazing how much one can write about nothing, isn't it? Thanks for reading this.

wil

Party!!

.....but first a message from our sponsor!

I want to thank everyone for sending movie suggestions. Looks like lots of great ones that I will be looking into for a long time! Thank you.

I though I might also take a moment to recap my condition: physically and mentally!
As mentioned, I had a chemo treatment on August 22nd. I felt ok immediately after and kinda sick and dragging for the next week. Since this was my first treatment, I guess I thought that I might be like that for the rest of my life! Luckily, that ain't the way it is now. I feel much better and the only real problem is the shortness of breath. Another interesting thing is how sentimental (sensitive?) I have become. Sometimes just hearing something nice about somebody causes the tears to well up! Unusual for me, but overall I think a good thing.

My hair has not fallen out although I have another treatment scheduled for the 15th and perhaps that will change after that. Mentally, I feel in a pretty good place. Obviously this is not the kind of news one ever wants to hear, but luckily I am still up and around and going to do everything I can to put up an agressive battle.

Now back to the most important point! My CASA friend Sherry (Sherrie?) has decided that there should be a party! Those who know me know that I am always up for a party so we will have one!

This will take place next Wednesday, September 10th 5pm at the CASA of course.

Those who can make it, please try to do so!! I hope to see many of you then!

Next Wednesday then, CASA at 5 pm!!

come on let's be happy!

No smart ass postings today. I just wanted to report in.

I am pleased that except for shortness of breath at times, I feel pretty good.

Lots of nice people have contacted me at one time or another to offer support. Thanks. Please do not worry about contacting me here, by phone, or email. I am walking about and can (and would like to) meet with people here, there, and everywhere.

Another thing I would like is some suggestions for funny, happy movies---for after the next chemo and late at night.

...so I have completely resisted the "smart ass" urge, I can do it!

.....don't worry, be happy.

.....blog on thru the nite, blog on thru the storm.....

OK, so now I am getting criticism! Me! It is hard for me to imagine that I could be wrong, but I am working on it. Maybe it is my condition.

First, some say I should be on Facebook, whatever in the hell that is. Probably includes pictures and who would want to look at me? Another thought my blog presumputious (I'm not sure I can spell that one). Duh! Of course it is, it is by me for me and all about me!!

Another said it is difficult to get to....Two things on that: if I can set up a blog (admittedly with help from Wenda), you can find it and even find the "comments" button (do you call it a button?) and you must only use one "l" in goodwil unless you want to send some clothes.

I have been handing out little papers with this blog site on them to anyone who askes about my condition--they can read this and be enlightened (ha!), but now I get the suggestion to wear a sign when I go out that says: Don't Ask! That may be a good idea---everybody has them now and then. But that led me to thinking that maybe the sign should say: Blog Wil at Goodwil.Blogspot.Com!

or may just "Kiss my Blog".

Bat Wil

Wrote a long blog about my day. I threw that away, even I don't want to read that kind of crap!

I can feel myself evolving into various patterns! Gonna break that too!

But now on to Bat Wil! I stopped by Lili's Bellavino (wine and beer store) and they had a bat! So for my important job of today (with a little help from Amy), I disposed of the bat. Bat Wil strikes again. It sure is good to sometimes to feel needed!!!

This will be a fun weekend for all.

i b a blogger

......although not a very good one. I am learning. It is now possible to interact with this blog should anyone want to. Several people have told me that is a good idea although us older computer-questioners always wonder!

In previous blogs I have mentioned my obvious disappointment with the idea that I have lung cancer. Even thought that is true, the doctors are still not able to explain to me just what type it is and "all the possibilities".

Since I am no longer working (although I do pop by the office most days) I seem to have lots of time on my hands. Hmmm, I am beginning to see how people become so involved with their computers and the internet. But wait...I am not there yet.

I have always been active in life and especially like to do things outdoors. At this point I am only doing minimal things because of the chemo. But I feel better each day and hope to resume long walks with my dog Roxie.

By the way, if anybody is wondering television still sucks. Every day the same stuff, the same analysis and bullshit. So, if you have time on your hands don't go there!

Humor is a very important part of my life and it is always a drag when I have nothing funny to add. But I don't at this time. I am going to send this dismal posting now and go out and have some fun!

wil

In the head.

Well, life goes on--or at least life as I know it. It's really very strange being told that you have a fatal disease. Your head immediately goes to thinking about "what's important" and two things one does not come up with are money and work!

Of course you think of lots of other things as well like: why me? or what was all that careful eating, etc worth anyhow? But we all like some indulgence and soon I get back to managing my illness and identifying current problems. At the moment both my knee joints are quite painful but I hoping it is still left from Friday's chemo.

Today, I had a CT scan of the head looking for problems there. Mark's (my doctor) office called and said the head looks ok. I know that will be hard for some of you to believe!!

So, at this point I am not on any particular meds (except for aches and pains and sleeping) and just waiting for further instructions from Mark or my Oncologist in Columbus.

I plan on lots of blog entries and want to keep them short. Thanks so much to all of you who have been thinking of me.

wil

ps I don't believe this blog is interactive, but I am checking on it. Send an email if you like.

Wil's Cancer!

It turns out that about a month ago I found myself short of breath. After numerous visits, x-rays, cat scans, etc it was established that I had some type of lung cancer in my right lung.

Since then I have had the lung drained twice as an outpatient in Athens and at Riverside in Columbus. Then last week (for my 65 birthday) I went into Riverside, had lung drained again, a port put in and then the next day a pluradesis performed to fuse the walls of the lung together so the fluid would stop accumulating. (Please note: I am not at all familiar with all that is going on with my illness and the correct labeling of what is being done.) All in all a pretty painful process, but the staff at Riverside was tops.

I was released from the hospital last Sunday and I have grown stronger all week. On Friday, Anne took me to Columbus and I had my first Chemo. Surprisingly, I feel pretty good today--even took a short bike ride. My next treatment is scheduled for September 15. It turns out I have adnocarcenoma and it is not yet clear exactly where the cancer cells are. All the doctors involved here (5 in all) have been doing the very best they can, but I must say that my long time friend, Dr Mark Rothstein, has been helpful way above what anyone could expect.

This whole thing has really caught me by surprise and "knocked me for a loop" as I have been very healthy almost all my life. When you hear that you have stage 4 cancer it is very scary!

Anyhow enough for my first attempt at getting a blog together. I plan on continuing to send my thoughts as I work hard to fight this thing. Thanks for listening.

Starting out!!

Good Day,

Since I have discovered that I have lung cancer, I felt it important to set up an information source so that all of us can track my progress through this very important time in my life.

I have very little further information at this time, but I wanted to get started. I will keep this blog up on a regular basis for those of you who are interested.

Stay tuned. wil